Saturday, July 31, 2010

Realizing Maturity

"I can't believe the generation of kids nowadays. I remember when we were young we..."

PAUSE.

Don't you just hate those words? Those are the very words that finally make you realize that you are no longer a child. You are now able to compare your life then, to the younger generations life now and once you realize this very important fact, you feel old. Wow, you think, I have turned into my parents and grandparents. All of a sudden, all at once, a lot of things start to make sense.

Remember when you were much younger than you are now, and your parents wouldn't let you do certain things? For example, your 13 years old and you really wanted to buy this one dress. It was pink with baby blue designs and it was just the kind of dress you've always wanted. It was perfect, and it looked just like the dresses you saw the actresses wearing on TV. However, according to your parents it was too tight, and way too short. You think to yourself ( and even say some aloud )"thats not fair! why not? all my other friends get to wear stuff like this, I never get to do anything" and now fast-forward a few years and you meet someone with the same dilemma, and what do you reply? Do you say, of course go ahead I understand? Or is it more along the line of "DUDE your only 13!!? exactly.

Yes, in the beginning I felt old when I first realized it. However, it soon transformed into wonder. I have matured. Wow, thats amazing!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Come Along On This Journey Called Life

Lets face it : life is difficult! Exclamation Point!!

It never really turns out the way you expect it to. You have so many expectations and most of the time its all for naught. You hope, and you wonder whats the point? However, in that state of drudgery once in a while you experience something so wondrous that it keeps you going. Sometimes the mundane becomes spectacular and maybe if you're truly lucky, you may even find yourself. For do we really know who we are and what we can achieve? Well, buckle up and come along with me on this journey called life. Where I try to figure out what it is actually that I'm searching for and how to get there.