I am so TIRED! Of Everything!! Nothing ever seems to work out. You know how when things go wrong, you just tell yourself that it'll get better? Then you wait and wait, waiting for it to either fix itself or for something, anything to happen. We all know the old (maybe new) proverb, when one door closes the other door opens. Well my doors have closed, where are all these other doors?? Do I have to keep searching for them until I find it?
Actually, do you want to know what the really messed up part is? You don't? Well, I'm going to tell you anyways. Its how everyone always says that its in college that you have to find yourself, and how there's so many options for you to consider. . For example, if you don't like your major, change it. If you don't get accepted to one, go get another one. You are free to make mistakes, and learn from them. Well you know what! While making all these mistakes, and not getting into my major I am not only wasting my time, but my money as well.
I feel as if I am in some weird portal where time doesn't move, and I am stuck in this sickening point of no return, or future. Its as if my life has just frozen. That no matter what I do, I just don't seem to move. Yeah. Sure I'm going to graduate, but not with the degree I want. Not with the occupation I am finally determined to have. I don't want to quit, but I don't know where to go from here.
