REJECTED, BUT RELIEVED

Got rejected from MSW again and you know what? I was kinda glad. Actually no, it hurts my pride to get rejected again especially since they said that everything was perfect. I was glad about the rejection though because recently I've been thinking that maybe I don't want to do social work as a career. I've researched and researched and honestly for me at this point in my life I don't want to invest so much time in something that's not so secure and comes with a lot of emotional baggage, not to mention the low pay as well. I was prepared for all of that though but after gaining more experience in education this seems to fit my goals at the moment. I can't honestly say that I have a passion for it, but I do like it. How many people actually know what they have a passion for? I envy those that truly have a passion for what they're doing. I probably just need more experience before I'll know. Ironically, now that I've decided not to continue in social work I'm receiving more opportunities in it. Weird, right?