Not Studying..

So what am I doing right now you ask. Lets see... NOT studying for pharmacology, and watching Hawaii five 0. First of all, hawaii five o is sicckk!! It has made me want to live in hawaii. Its so beautiful, and the houses are gorgeous, and mostly because I want to say that I live in Hawaii. But more on that later, maybe in a different post. What I want to do now is VENT about pharmacology. I HATTTEE pharmacology. Namely because there is so much to learn in such a short time. Packs full of information in two hour classes. ahhh. However, to be perfectly honest..its mostly difficult because I leave everything to the last minute. I can't help it, its the person I am. I've tried to change for a long time, but its just not going to happen. However usually, I can compensate for my lack of preparedness but pharmacology is special. Its especially a pain in the ass. Interestingly though, I find this class fascinating and I love everything I'm learning. Same thing happened during physiology. Funny, since they were both my hardest classes but more so because I'm FINALLY taking classes related to my major. Oh why, oh why am I still not in?? :'(

You know Nursing is not even that difficult a major but omg this school!! UGH! How can you not just accept people, and completely close the program for a year? Does that even make sense? I think that they just like to string along students with hopes. Everyone I know has hope that they can eventually get in. Hope. Its so intangible. No one has any type of guarantee. We just continue to take classes that might not even count if we don't get in. I just dont know what to do anymore..